#bro I’m so fucking sad
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HIBINO KAFKA YOU ARE LOVED AND ACCEPTED 😭😭😭😭😭
#egg boils#THIS MADD ME SOOOOO FUCKINV SAD BRO I HOPE WE GET RHE THIRD DIVISION BACK MAN#video#kaiju no.8#hibino kafka#third division#fave#LIKE IM SO SAD. im so happy they added extra scenes to emphasise just how important he is to them .#i’m once again saying that this is a direct result of having the Kindest captain and the kindest vice captain (who knows what it’s like) .#the third division is full of people who only know To Be Kind and Accepting (hoshina is a good example of this)#THATS MY FUCKING FAMILY!!!!!!
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every time I’m forced to see this image bc I have to describe what’s wrong w it to dumb ass ppl a small part of me dies
cw: ugly ass emo whitewashed genshin man
#ppl pointedly ignoring the part where I talk abt how he’s whitewashed#look idgaf if they wanna give n*tlan a more modern vibe but this doesn’t make any fucking sense#how are you gonna take inspo form a nigerian god then make him look like this 💀💀💀#somebody said in response to me calling him ugly asf and whitewashed ‘erm but isn’t he a vampire’ SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#bro speedran becoming the ugliest character#I genuinely have no words#well actually I do#could probably write an essay on everything that bothers me abt this game#the worst part is probably that it has so many likable elements abd interesting shit and then at the same time being vile#like how do I explain that the g*nshin lore truly is fascinating but the ability to take it serious and enjoy it plummet when you see the#other shit. frustrating asf#also the fact that only h*yoverse games seem to stay relevant and therefor get to have basically endless content is js 💀💀💀💀#but also having some of the most frustrating fandoms and annoying ass people in said fandoms#like the rampant casual racism everywhere#sorry this turned into a whole ass essay 😭😭#I’m js sad n angry that the thing I used to love turns out to be bigger shit than when I left it#like wow#usually I can enjoy revisiting old fandoms n stuff but this is gen ass#bullshitting
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I deserve not even you
#holds him up by the armpits#ohh he got a little fucked up just a little fucked up but that’s a babygirl congratulations!#this piece has been a fucking struggle#not because it was necessarily hard#(the horse was fucking hard)#but because of exams#i started it back in like october#and then the other day i loft my apple pencil#and i had to leave for school for a few days and i really wanted to finish this so i got sad#and then i remembered my display tablet is in the city#so i finished this on photoshop while listening to adam beed lol#he’s so himbo#anyway#do you ever think about how alone diluc was and had absolutely no one to turn to when he got hurt#goodbye#diluc#genshin impact#diluc fanart#just a bro and his horse fr#i’m too tired to talk more about my thoughts behind this i just finished exams i’m a wet noodle#digital art#my art#genshin
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Sad SoG Lloyd doodle from lunch
Minifigs cheer him up
#I’m so normal about him#I’m sad too bro dw#regrets in sitting outside#it’s so fucking hot hate it here#ninjago#lego ninjago#lego ninjago fanart#lloyd garmadon#starinksdrawing
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I literally woke up in the middle of the night like God will dark rise is so fucking screwed. The line that’s like. “Everyone wanted to kill the Dark King.” What’s the part where he looks at Violet helplessly, haunted, almost pleading for mercy? But of course he reveals nothing of substance to anyone. Elizabeth is too young to understand but the reader knows what “Her relationship with that boy was…unnatural” can mean. Tying him to bedposts? Failing to strangle him? What else? Never not even once seeing beyond a mythological identity Will himself didn’t know he had? What did he think was the reason? That he was just intrinsically hateful? Of course he says nothing. Of course Violet can’t trust him- he’s given her nothing as painfully real as what she’s given him. So he gives her the sword hoping at least he can die at the hands of someone he loved, but even that doesn’t work out - she gives the sword to a Visander still furious at SARCEAN. The pattern continues; no one looks at Will, who vomits when he realizes what’s happened to James, Will who is much of a liar and killer and sneak as Elizabeth accuses but nonetheless wants to be different. Even when he doesn’t remember his own past. There’s no way out for him that doesn’t hurt. Hope this obsession passes soon given the one and a half years of waiting required for book 3
#dark rise series#dark heir#rarely does a cliffhanger pain me so much#bc rarely am I ever THAT invested in a plot I am sad to say#nona the ninth was so cathartic in of itself I’m content marinating before alecto#BUT PACAT ONLY EVER GIVES EMOTIONAL CRUMBS#have any of these bitches ever known peace fr#maybe this is what reading princes gambit and not immediately having the follow up might’ve been like#honestly it’s possibly damen and Lauren just generally had less problems tho#more than his relationship even with James. will/Violet is perhaps the genuine source of like. I WISH HED GIVEN HER A REASON.#the narration that describes Violet as Will’s star in the night…….. like fuck fine#will can’t reach any level of genuine intimacy with James bc the mess of fraught noncon dynamics is this massive unspoken horrible thing#wills identity is personal w James in a way it is with no one else but James is so fucking oblivious of undercurrents it comes unbalanced#and will knows it. but (as far as we know) violet isn’t reborn has no history with sarcean the dark king she’s literallt just Some Guy#and that almost makes it worse???????? that they are so loyal to each other even as he’s keeping a massive secret?#they weren’t dated or destined to entangle the way will is w characters like James and Katherine#and I think that makes his rship with Violet possibly the realest and truest experience of trust and love will has ever had#like it’s nothing bro. truly she knows nothing about him other than his lies of omission and her faith in him goodness which may or may not#beiltimately justified. but that was probably as honest and close will ever got to anyone. and him to her.
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We both were chosen by this destiny…
Why did it have to be us?
#sorry this is soooo low energy i’m rlly down rn#hero’s purpose#loz#oot#ganondorf#link#maybe the symbolism would have been better if i did oot zelda and impa with koume and koutake#or if i did skyward sword zelda and impa with demise#but this felt Correct anyway#truly the dialogue in episode 5 is still just. chewing on it. chewing on it. chewing on it.#treating spirit of the hero as an extension of the curse that strips link of his empathy and autonomy is sooooo sexy#that it’s all morally grey that no one is correct in this conflict and there is no hero and villain#just used children groomed into a life of compulsive bloodshed at hylia and demise behest#god#hylia just Using Him against his will as he starts to crumble and ganondorf losing his humanity for his tenderness#the recognition of each other as terrified miserable children seconds before they’re both killed. it’s so sad#bro idk major link is just a genius he’s a genius#it’s so fucking compelling and depressing and i really wish the mutually morally grey landscape would be acknowledged canonically
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Romanticizing ending my life gives me a perverse peace in the middle of a chaotic existence
#sui ideation#su1c1d3#please end me#i hate it here#suiiiicide#deathcore#please#depression memes#988blr#988suihotline#god must hate me#letmedie#clearly i’m mentally ill bro#depressing post#i’m so sad#sadcore#sewer slide#shblr is toxic as fuck#shblr#depressing life#i’m sorry i’m like this
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#Yuuta literally just had a whole thing about it in the new chapter he didnt even want to do this shit#and I’m sure yuuji would’ve disagreed heavily with this these people always gotta make it about a ship it’s so annoyingsjsjsjs#and sm ppl hate Yuuta now he didn’t even want this sjsjs im so sorry bro#rambling#and ppl were bitching about Shoko’s reaction even tho it’s pretty on brand for how she’d react#they like to act like she doesn’t care at all because it’s so easy to x her out of Gojo’s life because the shippers don’t care too much for#her anyway and it���s easy to forget that she doesn’t matter in their minds#during the fight she started smoking again despite having quit….#and she went through a whole pack of cigarettes during… she didn’t even think that it was possible for Gojo to have lost the way that he#did she completely believed in him because that was her friend#both her and Yuuta are getting shit on so hard bro these people cannot fucking read#jjk spoilers#stsg shippers have the worst comprehension skills….. ever bro#the fact that Gojo had already consented to this in the end is even more sad but they all knew the stakes… I just hate that Shoko and Yuuta#are being heavily shitted on for no reason and making it seem like they didn’t care about him even his other students I’m sure most of them#thought the plan was awful but if it had to be done it had to be done#I’m so sorry Shoko and Yuuta omg
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TMA x Hetalia crossovers are so good actually cuz the nations as a concept are pretty creepy if you think about it. Like you’re telling me that there are people who are not people out there that can know you deeply and fundamentally as a person and a timeline if you look into a certain one’s eyes? That have lived quite literally since the beginning of civilizations whom all the blessings and curses of humanity have been thrust upon?? Witnesses to our rise and downfall??? And they’re just OUT THERE?????
In the Magnus Institute there is a hallway lined with portraits of important founders and sponsors only one of which is a painting done in the 1800s of a young man with green eyes and the thickest eyebrows. A portrait that looks suspiciously like the guy who pops in from time to time to have private meetings with Elias. Must be a descendant.
I headcanon that countries faces can’t be digitally recorded in any matter and if they are photographed they become blurry and distorted or obscured by a conveniently passing object or person so the only way they can be portrayed is through drawings. Anyways read Changing Face by Slovenskych on ao3 it gave me so many brainworms that I’m this close to mailing them my hospital bill :)
#long post I know sorry#but I’ve loved this kind of genre of crossovers for forever#and it’s just all spilling out in this one afternoon#I wish more people would write Hetalia into the horror genre I think it’s so interesting#fuck I gotta do everything myself I guess 😤#bro I’m tired of cookin sometimes I just wanna eat out 😭😭#I’m so sad there’s so little tma x Hetalia crossovers…#😔#tma x hetalia#tma podcast#the magnus archives#hetalia#hetalia world stars
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capitalism ruined us by making inconsistency so costly that only a select few can access a wider variety of human experiences. even those who ‘win’ within this system are limited by its structures, and inconsistency itself only exists in contrast to the capitalist ideal of consistency. why should we have to earn free will it’s so silly. why can’t we have earned it by being born. we never really have free will it’s always within the bounds of something. and these bounds were never inherent !!!!!!!!!!!! but no instead we’re all forced to fit our lives into squares of differing sizes (some level of choice for some when it comes to the squares but they must remain squares), rather than flowing in the circles that make up a life on earth and it’s like so annoying because yes it’s made up but also it’s so deeply ingrained in our current reality that people are gonna treat it like it is inherent because what are we to do we aren’t so good at knowing how to deconstruct social systems because we don’t believe we have that much power thank u again capitalism I wanna cry like I just wanna go around the world or even this country and look at things and laugh and cry based solely on human and flora and fauna interaction do you get me
but also what I’m tryna say is a widely experienced life on earth is constructed as “inconsistent” because it doesn’t contribute to economy yada yada yada and like what if I don’t wanna do the same thing over and over until I slowly kms
#also this reminds me of when I wrote an essay a few years back of how the patriarchy fucks over men immensely#arguably just as much as women (controversial?idk idgaf we’re all fucked)#aka we all lose to these social structures literally no matter who we are and power is a social construct itself#obviously diff levels of intensity when analysing direct societal impacts#also even patriarchy comes down to capitalism basically everything does I wanna cry#anyways the world and ppl r actually really beautiful which is why we are all so sad about it cause we can imagine an alternate reality#and the ppl who lov it forgot bro#it’s also 6am and I haven’t gone to bed yet so don’t listen to anything I’m saying ever i require a lobotomy amongst other things
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Y’know the whole “Peter and Elias are constantly marrying and divorcing” thing well consider: Jonpeter on-again off-again toxic affair.
#help why does my ipad wanna correct ‘well’ to ‘we’ll’?? like my Guy. my Friend. that is a real word already#like bro What Are You Doing?#they love each other but are both allergic to expressing their emotions#(and also jon’s sad loneliness from having his one (1) close relationship be this? tasty as hell)#also jon is a bitch and peter is constantly showing up late for dates or ‘forgetting’ to do things or leaving without warning for months#(btw when i call jon a bitch it is with nothing but love in my heart. he’s so special to me.)#so they fight a lot and it’s a whole fucking Thing#elias tolerates it in the hopes that jon will get marked but has made it Crystal Clear to peter that he better not pull any shit with jon#it’s a matter of institute gossip#jon and peter are both very private however they do not do Subtle.#if they get invited to a gala there’s a 1 in 3 chance someone catches them snagging in a hall#a 1 in 3 chance they’re caught having a vicious fucking argument that’s theoretically about peter not doing the laundry#(but really about jon feeling neglected)#and a 1 in 3 chance they’re caught doing both. sometimes at the same time somehow.#it’s a fucking mess ever since they started having an affair they can’t handle being at the same institute event#elias had to permanently ban them from attending together (which mostly meant jon cause the lukases are donors)#will put this in the#jonpeter#peterjon#tags. but not the main tags#obligatory no martin or j//mart please and thank you#i’m gonna level this is just self-indulgent nonsense
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Currently having a breakdancing session with myself<333
#im Turing 21 tomorrow#im gonna cry#I don’t want to spend time with my family#i don’t understand#they don’t even like me xjsjhjdhs#its sad that the moment I move away I’ll be low contact with all of them://#my life is going no where#I want to leave#but I’m disabled and not mentally stable enough dndjhdjxks#but they just think I’m lazy#like bro I have doctors appointments smsmjsks#I faint when I’m out in public#i hate my birthday#so much#im not in the closet but at this point I wish I was sjjsjdks#the only reason I’m still home and not kicked out is because my dad cared well he tires#my mother would have kicked me out#girlie gonna kicked me out for shaving my head#and getting a binder#both my parents are transphobic but they’re both different kinds of transphobe#dad is ignorant transphobia#mother fucking dislikes us teehee#she’d rather kick me out#can’t believe I let this women beat the shit out of me everyday for 13 years#whelp#im not ready to be 21#I wasn’t ready to be 20#I wasn’t ready to be 18#I suck at everything wtf dnmdnddm#man idk why I’m still kicking tbh
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#like bro my blog has a massive lighthouse for a reason#i’ve done the destiel meme for like every OFMD big announcement#this… fuck#this feels oddly appropriate#i’m so sad about this but also i hadn’t gotten over Izzy so i was hoping for a good season 3 to see how everyone dealt with season 2#wtf hbo#hbo#hbo max#fuck hbo#ofmd#our flag means death#destiel meme#destiel i love you meme#i love you meme
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I cannot believe the wicked games Drabble was 5000 words long like basically a full ass fic and the low amount of notes it got…
#it makes my heart literally SINK like…#now how am I supposed to post wg4 which is 25k words????#it will not get any interaction and I’m just done#like I just cannot post it#it’ll legit kill me 🥲🥲🥲🥲 to see it flop#after I poured my heart and soul into writing something so fucking long and making sure it was good#just bc I knew I had to give you guys something long and exciting to read#but what’s the point#like I cannot believe it… I literally just cannot believe it and I don’t want to post anything anymore#omfg#I know many people will read this and roll their eyes and find this annoying#like I’m complaining or whatever#honestly think what you want to think#I’m just so shocked and legit unhappy#like so fucking unhappy#like bummed the fuck out#that it’s come to this#I don’t wanna post shit anymore lol#idk if it’s the algorithm or genuinely people don’t fuck with my fics anymore#I just don’t understand#but you guys have to understand how it would kill me on the inside if I posted a 25k fic and it got next to no interaction#like I just….#I’m scared it would make me quit writing completely#bc I’m THIS close#I feel so fucking sad bro idek#like it makes me wanna fucking cry#how… a few months ago everything was fine#now it feels like everyone’s gone#and I wasted my fucking time writing a chapter so fucking long that no one’s gonna read#WHY DID I WASTE MY TIME
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in other news, IM GOING TO SEE MY SISTER TOMORROW WE HAVENT SEEN EACH OTHER IN ALMOS A YEAR YAAAAAAS!!!!
#god I’m so happy#I’m just so so SO HAPPY#also seen my cousin bro today in Vienna#haven’t seen him since the war started#jfc…..#this is insane#and so fucking sad#anz speaks
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You know I talk a lot about how fandom doesn’t realize how fucking bigoted it is in every aspect bc they get turned on by gay men and go by sock and that means they’re progressive but it hit me when someone with a viktor pfp is in the comments getting gassed up (ha. You’ll see in a second) by other braindead bitches for saying piltover gassing (get it) the streets is not bad and is actually appropriate to do in order to find one person. Like how the fuck do you watch arcane and agree with the enforcers. How is the propoganda working for you when you’re looking at EVERY angle. I will sound insane if I connect this to common viewpoints on stuff irl and I do have enough tact not to do this however I will say it’s less surprise and more. Watching another dominoe fall after it wobbled for a few minutes. What the fuck
#it be two stupid ass bitches telling eachother exactlyyy or whatever#and like#I promise it’s gonna become a topic of convo in tiktok in like a month and I’m gonna come on here vindicated and pissed#but the second you realize the ppl around you are also in fandom and the attitude they take into their escapism is not so different from#their attitudes irl the patterns pattern guys#like if you ignore speak over and tone police black ppl and fandom ik what ur doing at that little rally u posted a pic of u attending#if you think black characters need to prove why they should exist in the same space as ur white faves#when u infantilize white characters and take their best moments and even traits (traits which are often actually from said black characters)#I know what the fuck you are#that’s disjointed as fuck but I promise u bro it’s like#anyways my point is#I was not surprised by the ‘Batman wouldn’t care who u voted for’ shit#same ppl arguing that Batman is actually a leftist king get all their comic info from a 40 yr old white woman that has 3 Duke posts on her#whole page says steph was too annoying to care about at 14 uses cass as a live in therapist for her faves and calls Damian feral#like idk man. maybe think#Uhm that’s all disjointed as fuck but it makes sense#or it will soon#Idk but like ppl are so mad at the keep politics out of booktok ppl and yeah#but do you know that’s what u sound like when u say there’s no racism in WFA or make up literal charts to prove why there’s more than enough#poc in batfam and Damián should actually be pale bc yadda yadda#do you know that you don’t start existing in a void when you put the book down and hop on Twitter#it’s also the way they didn’t even have to convince you of anything#oh back to arcane#Like they didn’t make an effort to show the enforcers were good or whatever#they literally just slapped a woman who’s been a little sad and immediately turned to bigotry on it#like ur making arguments and excuses FOR them that don’t exist#It’s like they didn’t even have to convince you they didn’t have to try just put someone you like as the figurehead and u start agreeing#with and defending pure ev-oooooohhhhh#LMAO THATS ALL SORRU
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